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  • The Final Scene یکشنبه 23 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 00:01
    Mozart looked at me with intolerable mockery. "How pathetic you always are. But you will learn humor yet, Harry. Humor is always gallows-humor, and it is on the gallows you are now constrained to learn it. You are ready? Good. Then off with you to the public prosecutor and let the law take its course with you...
  • HOW ONE KILLS FOR LOVE? شنبه 22 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 23:47
    I opened it. What I saw was a simple and beautiful picture. On a rug on the floor lay two naked figures, the beautiful Hermine and the beautiful Pablo, side by side in a sleep of deep exhaustion after love's play. Beautiful, beautiful figures, lovely pictures, wonderful bodies. Beneath Hermine's left breast was a...
  • روایت باززایی - ۱۲ شنبه 22 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 23:43
    When I came to myself I was bewildered and exhausted. The white light of the corridor shone in the polished floor. I was not among the immortals, not yet. I was still, as ever, on this side of the riddle of suffering, of wolf-men and torturing complexities. I had found no happy spot, no endurable resting place. There...
  • بابای گنجشک‌ها شنبه 22 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 03:41
    همیشه عاشق گنجشک ها خواهم بود، قول می دهم مواظب باشم "این زبان بسته ها" گشنه نمانند. صدایشان را می شنوم که برگشته اند و فکر می کنم تو برگشته ای. امروز می روم برایشان دانه می خرم می گذارم توی بالکن. ولی فکر می کنی همانطور که سر سفره‌ی تو می آمدند سراغ من هم خواهند آمد؟ دلم برایت تنگ شده، خیلی دلتنگت هستم....
  • Radio versus Life شنبه 22 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 03:32
    Then the door of the box opened and in came Mozart. I did not recognize him at the first glance, for he was without pigtail, knee breeches and buckled shoes, in modern dress. He took a seat close beside me, and I was on the point of holding him back because of the blood that had flowed over the floor from Hermine's...
  • روایت باززایی - ۱۱ جمعه 21 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 19:54
    I was now, as I perceived, that good-looking and ardent boy whom I had seen making so eagerly for love's door. I was living a bit of myself only—a bit that in my actual life and being had not been expressed to a tenth or a thousandth part, and I was living it to the full. I was watching it grow unmolested by any other...
  • روایت باززرایی -۱۰ پنج‌شنبه 20 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 19:38
    I found myself in a quiet twilit room where a man with something like a large chessboard in front of him sat in Eastern fashion on the floor. At the first glance I thought it was friend Pablo. He wore at any rate a similar gorgeous silk jacket and had the same dark and shining eyes. "Are you Pablo?" I asked....
  • روایت باززایی - ۹ چهارشنبه 19 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 00:45
    گفت که با بال و پری، من پر وبالت ندهم در هوس بال و پرش، بی پر و پرکنده شدم
  • rational/irrational سه‌شنبه 18 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 21:04
    Gustav smiled. "Yes, there are indeed too many men in the world. In earlier days it wasn't so noticeable. But now that everyone wants air to breathe, and a car to drive as well, one does notice it. Of course, what we are doing isn't rational. It's childishness, just as war is childishness on a gigantic scale. In...
  • محارب مقدس شنبه 15 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 23:22
    «من از شما تشکر مى‌کنم که مرا مى‌برید. من فکر مى‌کردم اگر با این حال بد در رختخواب بمیرم، وجدانم ناراحت است. اما اگر زیر دست شما بمیرم، پیش این جوان‌ها سربلند مى‌شوم که این همه تلاش کردند.»
  • Hermaphrodite شنبه 15 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 11:01
    I went over to the bar which was squeezed into a corner of the small and low room, and taking a seat near the young man ordered a whisky. While I drank it I saw his profile. It had a familiar charm, like a picture from long ago, precious for the very dust that has settled on it from the past. Oh, then it flashed...
  • A soul of too many dimensions شنبه 15 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 00:56
    Hermine ... said: "I want to tell you something today, something that I have known for a long while, and you know it too; but perhaps you have never said it to yourself. I am going to tell you now what it is that I know about you and me and our fate. You, Harry, have been an artist and a thinker, a man full of...
  • No one undestands you as I do پنج‌شنبه 13 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 20:17
    "No, that's another matter. Those are things she would not understand. Maria is wonderful. You are fortunate. But between you and me there are things she has not a notion of. Naturally I told her a lot about you, much more than you would have liked at the time. I had to win her for you, you see. But neither Maria...
  • اساس هستی دوشنبه 10 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 05:54
    اگر چه مستی عشقـم خراب کرد ولی اساس هستی من زان خراب آبادسـت
  • Suicide جمعه 7 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 19:54
    Another was that he was numbered among the suicides. And here it must be said that to call suicides only those who actually destroy themselves is false . Among these, indeed, there are many who in a sense are suicides only by accident and in whose being suicide has no necessary place. Among the common run of men there...
  • For all who got to love him, saw always only the one side in him جمعه 7 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 07:39
    It cannot be denied that he was generally very unhappy; and he could make others unhappy also, that is, when he loved them or they him. For all who got to love him, saw always only the one side in him. Many loved him as a refined and clever and interesting man, and were horrified and disappointed when they had come...
  • A generation between two ages جمعه 7 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 07:31
    These records, however much or however little of real life may lie at the back of them, are not an attempt to disguise or to palliate this widespread sickness of our times. They are an attempt to present the sickness itself in its actual manifestation. They mean, literally, a journey through hell, a sometimes fearful,...
  • Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse پنج‌شنبه 6 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 23:52
  • اختلال شخصیت مرزی پنج‌شنبه 6 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 19:46
    Stop walking on eggshells Borderline Personality Disorder Demystified: An Essential Guide for Understanding and Living with BPD
  • راز ِ نیاز چهارشنبه 5 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 21:26
    من به خیام نیاز دارم، مستاصلانه به او نیاز دارم. آنانکه محیط فضل و آداب شدند در جمع کمال شمع اصحاب شدند ره زین شب تاریک نبردند برون گفتند فسانه ای و در خواب شدند
  • Jung: A very short introduction by: Anthony Stevens سه‌شنبه 4 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 22:34
    کشف یونگ برایم کشف دوباره‌ی بودن است. کشف دیوانه‌ای است که دیوانگی را می شناسد. دوست داشتنی است، زیباست.
  • جان منست او هی مزنیدش دوشنبه 3 اسفند‌ماه سال 1388 00:10
    جان منست او هی مزنیدش آن منست او هی مبریدش آب منست او نان منست او مثل ندارد باغ امیدش باغ و جنانش آب روانش سرخی سیبش سبزی بیدش متصلست او معتدلست او شمع دلست او پیش کشیدش
  • بهت شبانه (۱) سه‌شنبه 27 بهمن‌ماه سال 1388 01:48
    دستانش را از ساعد گرفتم و نگه داشتم. چشمهای گود افتاده و ریزش با ناباوری و تنفر به چشماتنم خیره شده بودند. تمام سعیش این بود که دستانش را برهاند. سعی می کردم تعادلی بین دستهای خودم و نیروی دستهای او برقرار باشد، آنقدر که نتواند به سمت من حرکتشان دهد ولی نه آنقدر که از سمت من حس تهاجم کند. این اولین باری بود که روبرویش...
  • The Searcher جمعه 23 بهمن‌ماه سال 1388 21:25
    He came to the river and asked the old man to ferry him over, and when they got off the boat on the other side, he said to the old man: "You're very good to us monks and pilgrims, you have already ferried many of us across the river. Aren't you too, ferryman, a searcher for the right path?" Quoth Siddhartha,...
  • خبر سه‌شنبه 22 دی‌ماه سال 1388 23:05
    منتظر شعف ناک ترین خبر زندگیم هستم، شاید مرگ نزدیک باشد.
  • برکات غیر مترقبه یکشنبه 29 آذر‌ماه سال 1388 19:49
    این سالها و روزها برای ایران برکت از آسمان می بارد. شاید واقعا از این بهتر نمی شد که احمدی نژاد رییس جمهور شود، اصلاح طلبان از صحنه حذف شوند، و اینک منتظری بمیرد. به قول بابا وقتی اجل کسی یا حکومتی رسیده باشد دیگر هیچ راهی برای ادامه برایش یاقی نمی ماند. حالا باید منتظر باقی برکات ماند.
  • لذت بالا رفتن پنج‌شنبه 19 آذر‌ماه سال 1388 21:59
    برای کسی که اولین تجربه‌ی درس دادن جدیش رو با یک زبان غیر از زبان مادریش و برای درسی که هیچ وقت خودش نگذرونددش برای دانشجویان سال آخری که کم از فرهنگ تحصیلشون میدونه رو از سر می گذرونه هیچ چیزی لذت بخش تر از این نیست که ببینه دانشجوهاش پتیشن نوشتن و دادن به رییس دانشکده که بیاد و درس ترم بعدیشون رو ارائه کنه.
  • نوشتن جمعه 6 آذر‌ماه سال 1388 20:44
    دلم برای نوشتن لک زده. برای واقعا نوشتن.
  • بزرگان پنج‌شنبه 9 مهر‌ماه سال 1388 20:33
  • The Cove - Broadway Theatre چهارشنبه 8 مهر‌ماه سال 1388 20:15